Karimabadi

Another girl, another blessing, is on her way! Wish you could be here when she arrives! … Miss u Pedar forever and ever and ever …

Shahrzad/ January 25, 2011

Pedar, my OB asked me if I was ever diagnosed with depression?!  And I told him yes! I was depressed once, when I lost my dad six days before my first daughter was born…I wish we could change what happened in that July…

Shahrzad/ June, 2011

Pedar, Nousheen K. is here! I am sure you are watching over… missing you ….

Shahrzad/July 9, 2011.

Four years has passed and I am still in disbelief; so much has changed since your departure. I now have two daughters; none of them will know how wonderful you were. Shireen now knows you from pictures and stories that I have told her. In one week I went from being daddy’s girl to a full-time mom. You don’t know how thankful I am for having you and Madar as parents… I wish I could thank you for the best childhood one could ever hope for…  Shahrzad/ July 12, 2011.

These days writing does not seem natural! I am not myself anymore. At times, I am lost in time! I am trying to put myself back together and get back to writing, painting and photography. I was going through my old sketches from fifteen years ago; and there was one of you sitting next to our living room’s bookshelf, holding a cup of tea, looking at your crossword puzzle… Miss you Pedar! :X

Shahrzad/ November 22, 2011.